It was 10am and I was a little concerned that I could already hear myself wheezing. It usually takes longer than that to sound that bad. I took my albuterol inhaler to open things up. My legs felt amazing and Potatoes O’Brien was just ahead of me, providing some motivation to stay on the gas in the West Canelos. Aside from my lungs, I was feeling great. Having the friends around kept me motivated.
That afternoon, I was flying. I got to the magic green gate and rode the 30 mile descent all the way to Sahuarita Road. That’s where I caught the two lead potatoes. For the rest of the night, we leapfrogged. I was taking my inhaler periodically, but at times it didn’t seem to work quite right. I tried rinsing it out in case it was gunked up. I thought I was still getting the right dose but it was difficult to tell. What I did know was that my breathing was getting worse despite taking my inhaler at a regular interval.
During the night, I rode through Tucson, up Reddington, down Chiva Falls, on the Italian Trap section, and up to Molino Basin. I was climbing the Prison Camp section just after sunrise, finding it very difficult to breathe and coughing crap out of my lungs constantly. Mashed Taters (my favorite potato and husband) passed me and we had a quick chat. I told him about the issues I was having and that I wasn’t sure how far I would make it. He encouraged me to take a nap or at least a rest before I keep going. I took his advice, and while I wasn’t able to sleep, the rest helped me feel good enough to start the road climb up Mt. Lemmon. My legs felt strong but I had to keep a slow pace to manage my breathing. I arrived at the Summerhaven store, and to my suprise, Mashed Taters and Meta Tater were still there. I bought a sandwich, 7up, and some water. After I aired out my feet, we all rode out together toward Oracle Ridge.
Someone walking up the sidewalk asked about what we were doing and I could barely talk and keep up with him. Man, I was fatigued and out of breath. I thought I was going to be able to manage my breathing, but as I hiked on Oracle Ridge, things kept getting worse. 10 steps, catch my breath 30 seconds, 10 steps, catch my breath 30 seconds. It wasn't ideal but I thought as long as I keep moving, I'll get there even if it's slower than I'd like. The distance I could go without taking a break was decreasing so I tried taking more albuterol, but it didn't help at all. Hmm on top of a mountain, no roads around for hours, worsening breathing, emergency inhaler not working. I sat there and thought about my options, knowing that the right call was riding back down Lemmon to Tucson. I coughed, covering my mouth with my hand and when I looked at my glove, there was a splotch of just blood. That was the alarm that told me without a doubt I needed to turn around and head back to Tucson. I pushed it too far this time. So I hiked back out to the road and coasted down to Tucson. It took me 9 hours to get there. In hindsight, I probably should have called it earlier. It's always difficult to make that call, especially when for me, breathing issues typically come with ultra racing and it's something I've learned to deal with.